50年

50年是一段很奇妙的时间，它长得很。

曾经我把这句话挂在嘴边， 说得真心也浪漫~

-如果这是真爱，50年后回头我不会后悔牵着你的手-

我在等，一个不是现在，而是50年后让我真心对她说出这番话的人

或许会感动流泪，加上个充满着爱与温馨的拥抱，或者什么都不说

两个人静静的，仰望着天空，回想当年相爱的时候...

这张照片，几年前偷拍的。

他们肯定还没有携手共度50年，但我知道他们恋爱中...

找回一些些

每一次回来这个地方，就总会想办法找个开头的方式来写，
或许这就跟我做人的方式一样，不太直接又爱拐弯抹角，
其实这只是我需要一些时间，步骤来准备心情罢了，就只是那样。

好，反正准备过了！那么我可以好好的说我的心情，我的想法。
我想说我找回了一些些自己，找回了生活中的方向，找回了呼吸节奏！
或许是现在每2个礼拜就回家一趟，心情不同了很多，自己的家就是不同！
心情恢复正常，呼吸也顺畅，工作上生活上一切似乎都很顺利，我很好！

虽然我还在逃避一个人，一些事情，但我觉得我很快就可以克服
心虽然伤透了，但是因为这世界对我很好，所以那伤口会复原
所以，就这样吧~

忽然发觉，已经好久好久都不attach图片了...
既然，找回了一些些...

RnH KL Animators love Ruth Daly

Thanks to Ruth Daly, our supervisor in LA that trained us during our apprenticeship and the AnimFuntamental training. It has been a hard time for her to taking care of us, leading us to success. ( it's great that to see her pets and lovely family through VC also, especially her 2 adorable children Liam and Owen.)

It has been almost 8 months long, we have been building up a good relationship, good team work, greatest spirit for the animation team together with her, feeling grateful. Nothing much I would say, but we took these pictures for her, hope the sweet memories and good relationship carry on~

She still in my mind

一年了...
一年前她离开了我们，那温柔似乎也带走了。
一年后，我们好像已经渐渐习惯，接受了。
一年了，这个时候再次想起,再次怀念了...

或许可以让我哭泣一次，落泪一次
来证明我有情感，我会发泄心中阵阵沉闷...

婆婆，很想念您...
想再次跟您说，我长大了

Just to let you know

Really,now I feel that is really important

-to let someone really understand about me, atleast one

I'm pretty sure this is 2011

Hello,to this space that I've abandoned for quite a long time.
it's either I've been so busy,or I got really nothing to share online
or maybe just that,I want to keep my personal life more personal.

true,that's all true...

So,what? why am I here again? I guess,I just want to write something
more about myself,and what I've done in the past few months.

To the work,which I guess I would more emphasis on
I think,I didn't really do it well,try my best on everything.
I still quite rely on others,instead of being independent to build up my skill.
the apprenticeship is going to end soon,and I've no idea would I get it or not?
I hope,everything is fine...not just a hope,but a big desperation.

To the personal,my temper & selfishness still there,I though it's missing...
maybe,it's because I didn't face it,I didn't get the chance to proof that,
so I thought it has been gone,I thought I've been good
but,not...nope...no. I still have to do hard,and watching myself well.

and I really wish I could really really manage my personal stuffs nicely,
I really hope,things go smooth,I pray you,the great universe...


I think,that might be all of it...still,I'm keeping something for myself,as usual
and I guess,that might be a new year resolution for 2011
happy new year =D

原来怎么样？

现在是早上6点差不多这样，其实有点累但就是不想睡觉
不需要上课，因为毕业了；不需要上班，因为还有几天后才是...
又或者这样说今天是假日，9月16日----马来西亚日
（8月31日是Malaya联合邦独立罢了，真正的Malaysia是由，Malaya+Sabah+Sarawak+Singapore
成立于9月16日。过后可怜的小新被排挤所以含泪退出，成立了今天自强不息，发展蓬勃的Singapore~)
可是我压根没有兴致谈马来西亚日，完全没有....对不起亲爱的祖国

说到底，毕业了几个礼拜我都在干嘛？
责骂弟弟，结果他几天不跟我讲话，哎....小孩子难教
（现在开始我真的会讨厌喝酒来解烦恼的人，说真-我接受不到咯）
除了被某个人放了飞机之外，都在家乡跟老朋友见面
然后天天都很迟睡觉，天天都很迟起床，都在浪费时间
然后剪了一头超短发，干什么？很简单，新形象，新生活
有了工作当然要有一个干净整洁的形象(噢，很不像我的风格）

然后几乎天天都在念一本叫做《了凡四训》的书，
学习很多的人生道理，道德教育，修身养性，做个好人
那本书，我从房东书架那边A来，算是坏事...(对不起，会放回去的）

然后还有什么？应该没有了...